Bitcoin is monumental... it's difficult to understand, it's moving at a rapid pace, and the information overload can be overwhelming.  

For me, I focus on its record keeping functionality which is stored on the individual monetary units, and for any writer or artist, this is a redefinition of money beyond the current concept. And to be part of it, is an act of appreciation for the intrinsic value of creative human expression. 

Entheogen: the word literally means “creating the divine within,” and is derived from the Greek roots en (within) theo (divine) and gen (creates).

It was an extreme fear of death that led me to cannabis. 

My first entheogenic experience was with cannabis and sex. Nerves found in the cervix and general area of the womb that were up until that point completely numb and lifeless, became enlivened.

The introduction of cannabis into my life opened the doors to the other entheogens. Curiosity became the priority, and relearning how to listen to that part of my body became the practice. There's truth in the sentiment that cannabis can be a gateway drug...but not a truth rooted in fear, the complete opposite actually. Cannabis being a gateway is a truth rooted in love.

The next entheogen was psilocybin. 

My first ever psilocybin experience was, without knowing, a meeting with the Hindu Goddess Kali and she was communicating through the felt sense of the womb. It wasn't until 12 months after that experience that I recognised Kali when I was researching the Hindu Goddesses, and realised that she had appeared during my mushroom trip. 

And the next was ayahuasca. 

My very first ayahuasca experience was terrifying. The second experience was a feeling of blissfully giving birth to the universe. I don't have the ability to articulate it in any other way. 

And the next was bufo alvarius. 

My first experience of this entheogen was the feeling of blissfully and supportively dying with what felt like entities guiding the transition - probably my ancestors...but I don't actually really know...anything at all.  

A relationship with the entheogens have helped me catch glimpses of the nature of pure, timeless, eternal, ancient creation, and feel more at ease and at peace with death. 

There's a link between these substances and the sexual organs.

And any practice with a focus on the nerves within the sexual organs, is a practice of honouring our primal creativity which is essentially rooted in unconditional love. Expressed through music, words, visual art, dance, movement, sex, food, numbers, technology, relationships... any actions of humanity is I guess whether we like it or not, agree with it or not, derived from pure creation. 

My body has led me to this point, to start inscribing my experiences with the entheogens on bitcoin, the most ancient, yet futuristic digital monument that is currently being built by humanity...at this point in time, it feels pretty weird, and very uncommon! 

One day, thousands of years from now, someone can read my human perspective on entheogenic experiences. That shit is mind blowing. If I had access now to thousand year old ancient texts written through the eyes of a woman, my curiosity would be peaking.  

The opportunity to document and store my perspective on individual units of money feels like the right place, in the right now for my personal and collective evolution towards building something that I don't even understand or comprehend.

It's an act of full faith in the body.